I think. It's just like having too much in one's hands, where everything is spilling and one is struggling - Having troubles to contain everything in her hands. 2 hands.

Then one decides to let go of what's in her right hand, so that both hands can support what's left well. "But miracles do happen! What if one day your hands grow bigger and you are able to contain everything?"

... What if I was just being greedy, and risk losing everything?